Management or ‘chaos’

Mayank Jindal
2 min readApr 5, 2022

The more well managed our life is, the more beautiful or pleasant it feels to us. Either you are managing everything or everything is ‘already’ arranged for you. There seems a difference.

How well the ‘internals’ are managed is how well you operate in this world. Addiction and compulsions took us a step backward. Joy and ‘happiness’ illuminated our way ‘ahead’.

Emphasising on ‘result’, for me the result was pleasantness of Mind & Body. I am striving for more and more pleasantness. Not just ‘temporary’ gratification that which fades away in hours you get it.

I don’t have any degree nor do I have any study material but how I ‘experienced things’ within myself, the same is unfolded ahead. Often the things we have held closest to us, is revealed to someone we trust the most at a moment.

The ‘gravity’ is loosing its power, objects around us are starting to lose weight.

Weight’ is becoming a thing of past, advancement is all that matters.

A smile, isn’t just a smile but might mean any number of things for you.

Past’ isn’t just time that has gone by, but its presence is way more ‘powerful’ than the present that we’re currently experiencing.

I need to deal with three facets that is, past, present & Future.

On surface it seems like I am living here, at this moment. But the moment I try to operate in this world, I need to keep these three phenomenon right in check always.

I feel it gets very tedious and hectic.

I can just stay here BUT,

The burden of both the past & the future will forever overrule my thought process.

Like a game of ‘tug of war’, everything has always happened in a great tension and power. Either the past is trying to imprison me or the ‘future’ is trying to stumble me down.

The dualities in which my life exists, maybe so with life of every person that have been there and continues to exist.

Somewhere the burden has been lifted.

Somewhere the darkness has been obliterated.

Somewhere the victory of ‘Good’ over ‘Evil’ from moment to moment is keeping us all alive here & breathing.

Somewhere we all knew where our life was ‘headed’ towards. But still our kindness is keeping the planet alive and not other way around.

Because we all know deep down that we’re a part of life and so the life of ‘creatures’ that are around us.

Good’ was always there but, somewhat lost in ‘the woods’ needing some time alone of its own.

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